Saturday, May 29, 2004
_[[ +yesterday i lost you and i learn to cherish. Today i miss you and i learn the pain. tommorrow i keep you in my heart and i learn to love+ ]]_
[[ in my mind there`s always you but with you there`s always pain although with you there also joy but the sadness is always more ]]*`
_(( WhaT CaN I dO tO mAke U MinE fAlliNG sO hArD sO fAsT tIs tImE.Wat dId I sAe, wAt dId u dO hoW dId I fAlL iN lOve witH U. ))_
2:03 PM
Smother Me
Friday, May 28, 2004
SHOUTOUTS!
x((cherre))x -> heyy. dun be sad okay. everybody loves you! all e best in yurr new sch kaes. though dunno you well.. u will alwaix remain in my hart.. and we bully our chin teacher rite? hahaz.. enjoy the times we spent together especially on 270504 in lido.. lolx. and in sch. (: takecare.
x((emu))x -> hey dearie! loveya loads. did well in yurr exams? hope so! hehex. anyways. reply my letter! wait veh long liaos. ): hehe. takecare . catch ya arnd! muahhs*
x((xin))x -> yoyo. hw u and yurr leg ah? lolx. takecare ah! did quite well fer ur exams i guess! hee. anywae, dun so notti ah. sorri nv go fer db .. hahaz! i pon sch. lolx. anyway. i will go larz. takecare horz. (: -muack-
x((daredevils))x -> heyy darlings* though we alwaix fight over small things it alwaix strengthens our frenship! hope u treasure this frenship as much as i do. takecare my darlings. hangout during the hols yeah? bestfrens fereva. muahhs*
x((the rawkers))x -> heyy! welcum to our group lavaanya! we were born on 210504 . hahazz. do takecare! i will miss ya`ll during the hols! dun stress urself out and dun slack during the hols! jus study but nt too much. lolx! dun understand wad im saying. haha. newae. wish ta see ya`ll well. bestfrens fereva.
1:14 PM
Smother Me
x((love is not measured by how long it lasts but by the size of the crater it leaves in your heart after it is gone))x
12:59 PM
Smother Me
Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?
Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby
I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy
Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
Everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby
I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry
At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away
Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby
12:29 PM
Smother Me
HEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im back!! woohoo.. aft sucha longggggggggggggggggggggggg timee. my com spoil!! hhaahaa. nv use lyk fer 1 week! almost died. hahazz. ytd was damn fun went out with cherre, sara n regina! we went to lido watch shrek 2!! hahaz. it was damn lame k the show. lolx. but we made losta noise in the theatre. lolx! hahaha. cherre is transferring to another sch. hais. so we went out with her. the whole class cried cus ytd was her last dae. i cried damn cham sia. mel didnt cry. shes so emotionless -_- haha. mann. its realli sad without her. cus with her the class makes losta noise n becomes notti! haiss.. realli lorz.. we will miss her. hais. WE LOVE YOU CHERRE! all e best in ur new sch. (: takecare. dun ferget mi kaeee? HEHE! anyways, im realli bored nw. kinda sad. my results kns.. tml mus go sch collect report book. arghz. okay. next time blog.. cyazz. -muack-
12:22 PM
Smother Me
Tuesday, May 18, 2004
hmmm. todae was kinda fucked up. cus of melanie chan. i didnt do anything. i kinda accidently slapped her. cus i was fed up. i didnt noe where my hand was i jus slapped smth as i wasnt looking n i ended up slapping her face. and gt mark. -_- and she starts telling everyone. so childish ~ spray water on mie. i dun think its funny and i dun think it was fun. i was doing my frenship band n u sprayed water at my back? wtf. i didnt realli lyk to slap u. but i jus had to. cus i couldnt take it?! if u were put into this position i think u too will slap her. is her playfullness den ended her up in this state. a nutcase. a real one tt loses her mind anywhere n everywhere! owell, mel jus hope u`ll fergive mi and dun kick up a big fuss. its oni a red patch. luckily its nt 5 fingers. okay? frens 4eva. i noe we rawk. lolx. todae my father fetched mi.. saw losta guys in our sch cus they taught the sec 2 how to roller blading.. hahaz. saw one gal fall down i was laffing lyk shit. loll. went to eat porridge at whampoa. daddee ate roti prata! LOL.. and i was sweating lyk shit cus the weather is so FUCKED UP!! hmmmz. drank 2 cups of water. hahahha. den went to eat ice-cream.. yum yum! magnum .. coated with choco and almonds and melts in ur mouth .. nice rite? inside is vanilla. yum yum! hehe. owellz. next time blog larh. =)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) thurs going fer roller blading. yayS!
6:49 PM
Smother Me
Sunday, May 16, 2004
wooooo ~ went out todae. went to tm and parkway parade did sum shopping.. bought new sch shoes! wahahahahhaa. tml sch is closed! dono whether shld go lava`s hse to see her new baby bro! lolll. haha.. slept at 6.01am ytd. i still remembered! and i woke up at 10.. n im lyk dying.. im lethargic. lolll .. ate kit kat. ate ice-cream. played gb. chatting in irc. sianZation.. well, next time blogg. [[ i love u alot, but u dun even noe tt.. cuz i chose nt to tell u. ]]
7:20 PM
Smother Me
xuan ze shi wo de, bu shi ni gei de.
4:37 AM
Smother Me
heyy. todae was kinda fun. went to cck to eat.. cost lyk 121??!!! so ex lohs. korkor treat us and sweechin! korkor`s gf.. 1 guy kept on lookin at me. siao wan. and this ah ma oso. feel lyk punching her. lolx. ate pepper crab wich was delicious but saltish. told my mum to tell him nt to make it so saltish in the end it was more saltish den the other we ate there. tell him to take water he didnt take. he said he`ll take 2 mins he took more den tt! i was lyk counting.. lolx. bo liaoz. haaha. losta pple there though. was kinda full larhz. threw peanuts at my sis n i ended up getting scratches. blood ah! my sis siao wan leix. anyhow scratch de lohs! pain sia.. ohyah.. mon sch closed. i think im going lava`s hse to see her new baby. she invited soooooooooooooooo mani pple! hahaahahah. cus her mum is cooking losta stuff. hmmmm. mayb i`ll be going. hahs! kinda tired now. played gb fer awhile jus nuw. everybody is lyk slping? loolllz.. im kinda bored lehz. nth to do.. haiz. next time den blogg. tkc ` lovee-
4:20 AM
Smother Me
Friday, May 14, 2004
o yay. todae so fun.. ahahaha. last dae of exam! waahahaha..
went out with sara n mel to tamp mall. met jj and her frens
at tm. damn fun .. so mani shuai ge. whahahaa. i pierced 2 more
earholes! gt 7 now. eeeeee. pain . next time blog. going out
fer dinner. loveee ~
7:54 PM
Smother Me
Saturday, May 08, 2004
u cant hurt mi, we are over now
12:00 PM
Smother Me
hmmmm.. lets see .. yest went to united square to
sell the walkathon tickets with sara and mel. sold
55 but gt 57.. i wanted to take the 2 bucks. hhaa.
i contributed 5 bucks n took the 2 bucks .. lol. lamez.
went to mac to snack a lil kinda tired running arnd
united fer 30 mins asking ppl to contribute to our
school building fund. lol. ordered lyk 2 med fries n
small fries. 6 nuggets and a small coke wich we all
shared. sara was sick .. damn sick. with flu.. so i
drank her drink. luckily i didnt get sick k. heng.
im strong! XD hahaha. den we bought another
9 nuggets. ahhahah. we all shared.. aft
eating mel n sara put french fries in my pinafore.
i shouted fark larh. stop it can onot. everybody
was lookin . i was fed up lorhs. put french fries in
the pinafore. how childish ? haiss.. gt out of mac..
scolded mel and sara .. i said veh fun to put the
fucking fries in my pinafore iszit. den i jus went
home lorhs. went to mummy`s office. mummy
asked mi to type this thingy fer her.. kinda long..
typed fer her since she had to go meet a client.
went to wkrz to play techno.. live broadcast!
nobody was in the office i was jumping lyk a
nutcase and blasted the music lyk a siao ding dong.
den went to frenster to write testi fer my sis
and my darling. hahahahaha. den sumbody
came into the office. edwin. hahaha. a new
worker.. he told mi tt daddy was waiting
downstairs. i switched off e com and packed
my stuff and went down to lvl 1 with edwin..
he took a ride to the mrt .. i fergot wad was it larhs.
den went home to fetch jeh jeh.. went to club
and eat.. damn fun k i was listening to my wkrz
top 20 countdown. and the person on e stage
was singing she bangs she bangs! another
william hung!! LOL.. dammnn funny k.. oyeah.
den hoobastank- the reason on perfect 10 is
no. 6 arh. i think. fergot liaos. ahahahaha.
wkrz no. 1 har..? i fergot oso. alamakz. but i
noe gt cascada- miracle in the countdown..
arnd no. 2 i guess. update fer music.. lollol.
newaes, nth much happen .. waiting fer my
parents to buy brunch. kinda hungry tho. hais
kinda tired lahz. =P newaes. catch ya arnd
pple~ muacks. loveee-
12:00 PM
Smother Me
Thursday, May 06, 2004
I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
5:36 PM
Smother Me
hmmmmmmmmmmm. k.. lets see. wad happened
todae.. ahhhhhhhh.. k.. todae was damn fun lorh.
laffed alot.. and scolded my chin teacher!! she didnt
care lohs. i said lao shi sux!!!!!!!!! she didnt
respond. haha .. wth.. ? dumb teacher. wad do
u expect. hahaha. my whole class lyk hates her?
we had a test todae. :))))) obviously i wunt be
so guai to do it riteeee.. i cheatedd!! ahahaha.
X) lao shi didnt noe!! hahah. 2nd period of chin
dawn had to see the counsellor. lol! den
cherre n regina had to go to. involved in dono
wad shit larhs. lao shi saw amanda copyin..
haaha. lao shi said to amanda.. copy more.
hahaa. i started laffing. amanda spoiled everyting
though. lao shi stopped the test n told us to
copy down the correct answers tml gt restest.
wtf manZ!! haii.. oyeah. went to counsellor
with xin,sara.. we wanted to go for counselling.
frenship problem.. (-_-") we wanted to tok
bout
somebodi .. hais. we toked to
the counsellor n asked wad time she free.
she said aft sch. den we said okie lohs.
decided to meet xin downstairs at 1.50 ..
since tats e time we let off from sch..
met xin.. mel came too. she kpo onli sia.
we knocked on e door. nobody answered.
we went to snack a lil. since our stomachs
were growling! ahahaha. ate mash potato.
xin too! sara ate oriential rice. drank sara`s
pepsi. lolll. den we all decided to buy fishballs!
i bought lyk 5? xin bought 5 too! sara bought
either 10 or 12. loll. mel bought 4 wantons!
30c nia. cus the auntie wanted to finish it.
man! .. stupid sia.. hais.. oyeah. we gt
down to our work. and revised. i revised
my sci. while xin did her maths. mel n sara
went home soon. arnd 2.30 i guess. sooo
xin n i were revising.. xin did smth on the
calculator. damn funny k. i learned it too!
ahahaha. anyways, ate lunch liaos. gonna
slp soon. tuition 7+.. gosh! ): go liaos.
anyways, loveya pple. tkc. muack.
5:35 PM
Smother Me
Wednesday, May 05, 2004
sumhow i cant put u in the past
9:38 PM
Smother Me
o yays. jus finished dinner.. ate hor fun from toa
payoh.. near bradell.. the famous one. lolzz. my
fathere ordered.. i followed him to collect it..
we drove down.. reached arnd 8+ larhs.. yeah.
todae in sch.. so suay sia. kena 4 scoldings from
ms liem! irritating. had to run extra two rnds cus
mel was lyk wiping my
tears cus smth
happened larhs. den ms liem so fucked up lorh.
she sae we making losta noise.. irritating shietz.
stupid. actually had to run 1 rnd but i said shit.
den she said run other 1 rnd cus i said shit. wth
man!!!!!!!! hai. didnt do my warm up. my body
is gonna be aching. damnz. oyeah.. so happie
todae. went to united square with sara n peiting.
haha. we made losta noise. went to the food
court. sara n i ordered curry chicken noodle .
while peiting ate chicken rice. i started spitting
the chicken skin on the table sara said sick sia.
lolzz. haha. newae, damn funny k. spitted out
chicken skin n unwanted stuff in my bowl. lolx
den went to watson to get my adidas body spray!
hee .. so happy. its guys one. lolx. 5.50 k!!
i now bo marnie liaos. sianz! (-_-") left 3.50 tml.
lolz. needa ask fer marnie. hahaahaha.
laffed alot todae. fer p.e did javelin n discuss
how to spell? lolz. damn funny k. mel stuck
her towel at her backside. and she said
she had a flurry tail (-_-") o lord. hw lame
can she be? lolz. my javelin throw oso
dono how to throw! lolx. but was fun
though .. laffed lyk shit lorhs. and yeah ..
cherre told mi the joke bout the butterfly
again! cus i didnt reali get it.. she told
mi again n i started laffing lyk a siao charbo.
she said why did the guy throw butter
outta the window? cus he wanted to see
the butter flyyyyy. we all started laffing
dammnn loudly k! damn funnny sia.
aft tt.. went to collect our pinafores
and stuff yeah. rushed up to class.
neo neo instead of pc did maths. didnt
concentrate .. was writing letter to
emu, my dear` was bored larh! her
lessons so boring sia.. den recess
gave emu her letter. hee. shes gonna
reply me! hee. todae my father cracked
losta jokes . i laffed lyk siao. oyeah.
todae i kicked my neighbour`s shoes!
damn funny k. i kicked the shoes
my father kicked it back i was laffing
damn loud. lolz. playing the fool ..
HAHA!! anyways. good luck fer the
exams . pass with flying colours!!
esp. sara//mel//xin//shirin//stella//
emu//rach//adeline// and mani more!
hehe. overall, todae was a beautiful
dae filled with laughter! lolz. shall
blog another dae yeah. loveya`
9:37 PM
Smother Me
Tuesday, May 04, 2004
can we make this dream last foreva `
6:37 PM
Smother Me
wheee. jus reached hm.. went to eat yum cha!
so yummy! hehe. went to pick my sis up at bugis.
den went to yum cha! so damn funny k we all
were laffing in the restaurant loudly cus we
were joking arnd and being lamez! haahhahah.
ate losta stuff. hehh. kinda full. went to shop
arnd but nth seemed to interest me. haha.
wanted to go united square buy the adidas
body spray. father dun allow. =( lolx .. oyeah.
wen i was walking home i kicked ppl`s shoes
at their doorsteps. i was laffing lyk shit k. damn
funny. newaes, tml going united square to
study with sara n. . dono. lolz. so can go
buy the body spray. from watsons! yayee.
owells. so tired. ): go slp le.. i guess. hee.
tkc. byees` muackies-
6:35 PM
Smother Me
hahhahaa. todae so damn fun sia.. had
losta fun .. lolx! didnt bring my dnt textbook.
waas worrying the whole dae. lolz.. didnt haf
eng todae.. instead had lit cus neo neo
gave the lesson todae. newae cus the
eng exam over liaos. so hu cares larh!
luckily she nv catch mi todae during
assembly. whahaha!! todae joked alot.
during cme.. hahaha! with cherre, sara
and eleanor. damn funny sia. we laffed
until cry. lolz. cherre laffed the loudest.
eleanor told a damn funny joke todae lor.
it was lame but damn funny. i told one
joke to them and they started laffing lyk
siao charbos. lolx. almost died from
laffing .. ms liem so lame! she told
mr goh to babysit us cus she went
to sec 2 class to do lit.. last min shit
wich i realli cant be bothered.. all
i noe is tt i had a fun time during
cme. hahah! den ms liem came aft
one period was up. cme was 2 periods.
the last period she came aft she
ended her lit with the sec 2 class.
wich she doesnt wan to tell us.
lolx. melanie wanted to join us
in the fun. we allowed la.. laffing
lyk siao charbos again. toking
bout first dae of sch and sum
perverty stuff tt we made up.
lolxx. damn funny . den we
started laffing damn loudly.
ms liem said go back to our sits
and do 20 mins of self study.
ahahha. i did my mind map fer
geog. yeah. kinda fun larhs.
lolz. den when there was total
quietness. cherre started laffing
out loud. i asked her why.
she said. cus she was thinking
of how sara laffed and her fringe
fly. tt was lame. but i started
laffing too. hahaa. soon.. sch
ended. we made losta noise.
went to canteen to snack abit
with mel and sara. i ate mash
potato, mel ate mash potato.
sara ate chicken chop with
mash potatoes and coleslaw.
lolx. gtg. in sch ..
cya. tkc
2:41 PM
Smother Me
Sunday, May 02, 2004
nothing in this whole
wide world mean a thing
if i ain't got you with me baby
6:46 PM
Smother Me
sometimes words are hard to find, to form that perfect line to let you know you are always on my mind.
3:39 PM
Smother Me
kai bu liao kou rang ta zhi dao
11:43 AM
Smother Me
Saturday, May 01, 2004
i love youu. youu lovee mme. we arree
onnee bigg familyy. with a greatt bigg
hugg and a kiss from me to you.
wunttt u sae u lovee mi too? (:
10:05 PM
Smother Me
i try so hard to tell myself tt you`re gone
7:01 PM
Smother Me
hmmm. wad happened todae.. har..
woke up arnd 7 larh. cus couldnt sleep.
obviously the bo liao me listened to radio
on my hp. ahhaa. and started eating
skittles. in the morning! haha.. i love
sweets. loll. den felt kinda bored la..
went to cook cup noodles!! niceey.
den watched tv in e hall. whaahaha.
den jiejie wanted to go out. so she
told mi to get changed. left the hse
arnd 11+ took bus to tamp mall to
study la.. did a little of shopping!
hmm. losta cute guys. X) hhaha
bought a new wallet from wallet
shop! hee XD wich costs 21 bucks?
lol.. flip flop those kind. haha. looks
nice. went to study fer lyk 2 hrs in
macs? damn fun lorh. losta guys.
haha.. but was studying larh!
ahhahahaha. bought a prezzie
fer mum? since mother`s dae is
coming.. haha. went to precious
thots to buy her a cup! looks great.
bought the wrapper too. damn
chio man. hahhahaha. den bought
wad arh? went to adidas to find
the body spray.. couldnt find.
went to world of sports couldnt
find. hais. bad :( went to mini
toons! hahhaa. finally! they took
so long to revamp it. it was so
freaking crowded in there.
ahahah. went to check it out.
all the same old stuff. bought
nth from there. didnt interest
mi at all. hahahaha. dennn..
went to old chang kee. bought
food. hee =D was hungry. lol.
den took a bus home lorhs. 1
cute guy. ahahahaha. den dis
buncha malay.. 3 guys. making
a din in the bus! stupid malays.
dono wad the hell is up with
them. making so much noise
and they were sitting behind
us! making my sis n i so pissed.
i told my sis they haf no brains
loudly. stupid fcuking no brainers!
peabrain. hais. kinda enjoyed
myself larhs todae. haha. need
to go study fer mid year. on mon..
science and dnt. wth?! hais.
tkc. gd luck fer the mid year pple.
wo ai ni*` muackies
6:47 PM
Smother Me
